Sucked a tyrannies dick and hated every second of it. What the

>>18407621
Why did it auto-correct to tyrannies, stupid.

>>18407621
>I swallowed it
As a straight man I cannot imagine having a dick in my mouth much less wanting cum in my mouth and swallowing so something deep in you must be gay and why you thought about it, made plans, was nervous in anticipation and finished the job. You OP are out of the closet so relish in your homosexuality.

there's nothing you can do to unsuck that dick. accept that some fantasies better stay fantasies, forgive yourself for having had to learn that fact the hard way and move on. people make mistakes, beating yourself up over it has zero benefits.

>>18407621

You're not exactly looking for advice.

Congratz on finding out that there's a big difference between porn and reality. More people should get tranny dicks in their mouths. Maybe it would help wake them up.

>>18407645
>people make mistakes
Quit calling this shit a mistake. He planned and wanted to do this and never contemplated he wouldn't like it. He may regret doing this but it was no mistake.

>>18407654
yes it was. he thought it would be like the porn he saw. if he knew how it would be like irl he wouldn't have made the plans in the first place.
what would you call it then?

sure, there are mistakes like thinking you grabbed the bag with your lunch and then realizing you accidentially grabbed the bag with the sewing stuff inside. but there are also mistakes like thinking an investiln will pay off, only to realize you just lost all your money. the size of the mistake and if it was made consciously or not doesn't change the fakt that it was a mistake. nobody would make a mistake if they already knew it was one. some people might suck at determining if something will later turn out to have been a mistake, but that doesn't make it less of a mistake. it might make the involved person a moron, but that still doesn't change anything.

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>>18407621

Here is what you do:

- In a few months (infections don't show up immediately) you go to the doc and take an STD/ STI test, since you were stupid enough to suck him without a condom and even swallow.

- You get you ass in a confessional and confess. It helps. I am serious.

Aside: You found out you aren't really gay.
Hooray.

Incorporate your mistake into your self image.
And move on.

>>18407654
>and never contemplated he wouldn't like it
that would be the mistake, einstein.

>>18407662
you are speaking of bad judgement or accepting risk but that is not a mistake its being foolish and being wrong in your assessment.

>>18407712
Are you seriously telling him to start believing in fairy tales?

>>18407719
that's not a mistake but a failure to consider risk. he purposefully suppressed the possibility he wouldn't like a dick in his mouth and decided to allow the guy to cum in his mouth. Hell he could have even shit the shit out but gulped it down. Not a mistake

>>18407741
if you donmt know a risk exists, you can't incorporate it into your calculation. sure, that might be your own fault for not researching thoroughly or for being naive, but that's how you learn. i donmt care how you call it, the advice i gave still applies. it doesn't matter if it was a mistake, bad judgement or accepting a risk. beating himself up over it won't do any good.

>>18407766
Its not beating him up when there are two outcomes possible. He likes it or he doesn't like it and to not consider he won't like it means he wanted it badly. He'll be right back jerking off to dicks in a couple days but next time I suggest he let the dude suck him off for a different experience. OP is gay and has to come to terms with that.

>>18407621

Damn!

You fucked it out of your system!

Everybody should do this!

You tried something and you didn't like it. Consider it as something like trying to learn to play a musical instrument or jumping with a parachute: just meh, not my thing. That's normal,thoughts about it will transform from worrying and nervous into funny and silly pretty fast, if it won't have an aftermath foc, I'm talking about this
>In a few months (infections don't show up immediately) you go to the doc and take an STD/ STI test, since you were stupid enough to suck him without a condom and even swallow.

And people think that pegging is a good idea.

>>18407740
Your Fedora is showing.

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Become a tranny and do porn.

brother I did something equally nasty and you just have to forget about it, time makes it easier

sometimes I think about it for 15 seconds instead of 5 seconds, but other then that I don't let it bother me

Shit happens, live and learn, don't kill yourself over it just learn and be smarter next time

The most intense feelings will fade with time. Most actually gay men have fucked women before coming out of the closet. If you think that doesn't make them straight, then you are not magically gay for giving a blowjob and hating it.

Sorry no other advice, just is really a time heals all wounds thing. If you just experience something shocking like this it's very different than looking back on something out of character.

>>18407621
Everybody makes mistakes it's not a big deal.

Just stop watching porn and you should be able to unfuck yourself over time.