Anybody else just kinda wanna die?
>23
>Meme degree in Criminology
>Shitty wagecuck job
>No friends
>Never had a girlfriend
>Virgin
>Hobbies include eating, sleeping, beating the meat and working 60+ hours a week
I don't know why I even get out of bed in the morning, I feel like I'm living an instant repeat of the last day over and over.
I have 15k in savings and good credit, I kinda wanna piss it away traveling and just an heroing afterwards, I just don't really see any point to life, nothing seems to change and I don't know how to change.
Anybody have the same feels?
I'm in a similar position. Have you thought of any methods?
Used to, but I realised that life will only get better if you yourself make it that way. Your life won't magically one day become fulfilling, it's a long gradual process fuelled by your own efforts. If you want to die anyway, what do you lose by trying new things?
>>18406830
same except
>memed in robotics engineering
>couldnt find a job
>only work 30 hours a week at a shitty job with an abusive employer
I realized that suicide was painless after my 20th anniversary.
I want to join the army, but I can't stand insecure douchebags and macho normies.
>>18406875
>I want to join the army, but I can't stand insecure douchebags and macho normies.
What a load of shit, talking yourself out of it before even trying it even though you supposedly "want" it.
>>18406883
I "want" it to get out of the shithole I dug myself in.
It's the only job I can get a decent pay with this robotic engineering garbage.
I can hardly pay rent atm.