> Here I'll fucking say it. > I AM FUCKING GAY >

>>18405602

an issue trans people have is that they dont accept the way they look and then act like its the end of the world, as if everyone else just landed in their dream bod. we may be comfortable wtih our genitalia but that does not mean we are comfortable with how we look.

im a 5'6" skinny twink when i should by a 6'6" muscle dom. thankfully it doesn't really matter how we look, just how our partners look.

>>18405611
Thanks thats a liitle bit cheering :/
But even if ill accept myself how should i take a step like

>>18405631

accept your self means no steps. you just realize that you will have easier and healthier relationships by staying a dude and dating other men then if you actually became a girl.

have some clothes play, but theres no reason you need to be wearing a dress irl

>>18405611
That is so true I couldn't have said it better. I'm 5'10' make relatively skinny build. I'll never be built like a muscular guy you see on TV or here no matter how much I exercise. I have what is referred to as a sunken chest where my chest looks like it caves in and my pecs are small. I'll look like a scrawny weak person no matter what. You just learn to live with it.

>>18405643

thats a bummer man, i saw a guy who had that issue in a play next week, he was pretty brave performing in nothing but a speedo, especially since a lot of the other cast members were also basically nude and jacked.

>>18405602
Do some soul searching, transitioning from male to female is impossible and deep down you'll always know your not the real deal. Try hiting the gym and not watching porn, if that doesn't fix it, idk.

>>18405602
Poor me I'm damaged
Mommy issues
Better act like a freak instead of just moving in with my life

Have fun killing yourself

>>18405602
Why not just be gay? If you'll never pass you'll never pass.

>>18405650
That't the problem and that's where I feel fucked, I will never feel like a women if i'll start HRT, but i'll never be a man.

>>18405651
go be edgy somewhere else, I thought 4chan is 18+

>>18405661
It's not loving being fucked in the ass by a man, it's wanting to see myself as a girlfriend, as a wife and as a mother.

>>18405701
>It's not loving being fucked in the ass by a man, it's wanting to see myself as a girlfriend, as a wife and as a mother.
just be a man in america

>>18405701
>It's not loving being fucked in the ass by a man, it's wanting to see myself as a girlfriend, as a wife and as a mother.
Become a sissy slave. Easy.

>>18405711
Wish I was living there

OP, so you're gay as in you're attracted to men? Are you transgender, like do you feel like you're in the wrong body and want to grow breasts and have your benis removed, or just would prefer to be prettier?

There's always facial feminization surgery, but it sounds like you just need to accept you're gay, forgive your mother, and move on with your life.

>>18405769
I use the word gay because thats how i was told its called.
But yes, talking about being a full blown female, boobs, no penis.

>>18405806
You have to explore your gender expression and identity, and if that means escaping your family until if / when they accept you, so be it. Consider hormonal / surgical options but there's no reason to rush towards that, maybe read up on some Genesis P-Orridge or Kuma Hina, listen to other trans women like Laura Jane Grace etc and consider what your identity really means to you, and what you want to do with your life in the bigger picture. I know I'm going to probably get shit for saying this on 4chan of all places, but explore queer culture and see how diverse it really is, you'll find your home someday.

>>18405602
I don't understand this mentality. I wish I had a vagina but I don't go have my balls cut off and my dick inverted to get one.

>>18405833
Noted, thank yoy that really helps
>>18405844
Wishing having a vagina is one thing, theres more to it. And id rather live hapily than live with doubt

>It's not loving being fucked in the ass by a man, it's wanting to see myself as a girlfriend, as a wife and as a mother.

It's impossible for you. You can't be a female. Sad as it is, trans people are impostors in a sense. Getting fake boobs or a fake vagina won't make you a female. You should try to understand that some things are impossible to achieve and come to terms with it.

>>18405855
Womanhood is a societal role, same as manhood. Sure OP can't ever literally birth a child, but motherhood is a role of nurturing and teaching. Being a girlfriend is being a partner, you may not consider trans women real women but that doesn't mean OP will always be an "imposter" to everyone.

>>18405869
Miss me with that Judith Butler shit. In a biological sense he will never be a woman. And he can fulfill his nurturing and teaching role in fatherhood instead.

>>18405602
>> I want to start HRT and become a female
I'd suggest counseling and therapy to help you with your mentally illness. I don't mean that as a joke, I think it's absurd how society is encouraging this shit. Most people who transition are just as unhappy as they were before because they never got the actual medical help they needed.

>>18405869
Why can't he be a nurturing father? Transpeople are the most sexist people I know

>>18405905
Never claimed im not a sexist
>>18405886
May be, cant stand the tought things eill stay that way
>>18405869
Got me, never will i argue with a man thatll call me a man, i get it.
But i dont want look at the mirror and see one.

>>18405602
SO WHAT IS YOUR QUESTION?

>>18406653
Needed help or just a good advice, didn't have a specific question

>>18405643
I feel. 6'1" guy here with SMALL hands lol I like em tho, took A LONG time for me to get there honestly. I wanted to kill myself cause of them, but they're me, and that's alright

>>18406671
If you couldve magically make them more manly, would you?

First, don't fucking transition. You will still hate yourself after and then when you finally realize that you want to be male, you will have mutilated your dick into a """""""Vagina""""""""

Just gain some confidence. Deep down, you don't want to be a female. You need to just do some man things. Feel good about yourself. Etc. Just saying "But I'll never feel like a man" is retarded and is just your lack of confidence speaking.

>>18405602
How anyone can care so much about their sex and sex itself is beyond me and I'm straight with plenty of kinks dude just detach that instinct from the rest of your life also offing yourself would be funny cause the statistics will only continue to be true and we will all for eventually so just be thankful you can sense and understand shit and for a answer to your sex just commit to being gay this trans shit is a trend made by leftist to stop the population ( i agree but its still being passive aggressive i mean cause a war or disease pussy) from growing there's no discrimination and OG trans people from before cell phones hate what's going on and are honestly some of the most red pilled people out there I mean slow clap to them for knowing their problem wasn't supposed to be a norm and only let their doctor know this and that they earned it imo

>>18405701
All the media will tell you to rush in to HRT but their wrong. I don't doubt that you feel terrible, but sometimes you have to work through a terrible situation and it gets better. I would give yourself 2 years and if you still want the hrt then get it.

I would also embrace your gay sexuality, part of your desire to be a woman might be the result of your shame over your desires.

Regardless wait to see if your trans-feelings resolve themselves, because it is the best case scenario and I would say it's likely if you deal with your other problems.

>>18406789
We will all die* eventually
-not for-

>>18406795
Ikr real OG trans went through a journey of years with only their doctors to be who they thought they were knowing it was wrong biologically and mentally but still sacrificing to be selfish truly conservative people

>>18405602
Try curing your Dysiphoria.
HRT has heavy side effects and trannies have an abnormal suicide rate.
Don't do it anon.
Go and see a doctor and cure it.

>>18406789
Winner of the "run on" sentence contest of the year. I'm sure you had deep meaning but all that shit ran together like diarrhea and I can't figure the fuck out what you're trying to say.

>>18405643
I actually think that sunken chest is cute as fuck, anon. I don't know if it cheers you up, but fuck I think it looks adorable.