So I'm board and suicidal and the only thing I can do to distract myself is play games.
I want to get a gaming laptop. But I don't have the money. Seriously thinking about this:
Buy gaming laptop (about $3kAUD) through paypal.
They can't collect so call them and make payment arrangement to pay it off.
I used to work in debt collection in Australia and know that it depends on the client if things go on credit history. So even if I did get sent to collectors I know that I could get away with paying a small amount.
>>18404057
Before you make a debt you wont be able to pay off, consider
>stopping playing games as an escape from life problems
>getting job
>getting friends
>talking to parents
>growing up
>getting shrink or psycholog to boost your mental health
Good luck!
>>18404057
>sucidal
/thread
>>18404057
I can smell you are white from over here
>depressed
>no will
>videogames
>debntz
Yeah you are white alright
Tl dr: White people problems
Truth: not actually a problem
>>18404065
So I'm a schizo and delusions and hallucinations really getting to me. I have a case manager weekly and see psych every two weeks. all pilled up but doesn't work well.
Tried going to work the other day but freaked out in office, too much too quickly.
I live on disability money which I could afford $50/fortnight.
>>18404086
yeah I am white and to a degree I think my problems are pretty minor.
>>18404115
Play older games.
Do you know what is dosbox?
http://www.myabandonware.com/
Start playing albion.
https://www.gog.com/game/albion
150 hours minimum, very unique game.
Good luck.
>>18404115
Perhaps you can find a nice zoo to work in.
Maybe they'll have a secluded area of the zoo you can live in