I don't have anything to distinguish me from others. No

You're not happy. Quit watching porn and do no fap and if you actually stick with it you'll notice that your motivation increases significantly. Also read /fit/ sticky and go to gym.

>>18401827
figure out what you want to do, man. Maybe you want take a trip to our closest star cluster one day?

>What's wrong with me?
I don't know, what do you think is wrong?

>>18401845
>Quit watching porn and do no fap
I have tried so hard anon. I will definitely try my best to stop though.

>>18401827
It sounds like you need a significant other so you two can stroke each other's esteem and confidence until they're both rock hard and dripping wet.

>>18401856
>Maybe you want take a trip to our closest star cluster one day?
Fuck, I sure would haha. I know that it's impossible though. Hopefully we come up with cheap space travel in the near future.

>what do you think is wrong?
I have no idea to be honest man.

>>18401860
Yea, I have considered that before and it sounds like a good idea.
There's some girl I am interested in, but I won't be able to see her again in a few months. Whenever I do, I am going to try and get a number.

>>18401863
It sounds like your life is in slow motion, man. What do you do? Are you healthy and all? I mean, you can work, socialize normally, and have meaningful relationships, right?

Are you on drugs or something? addicted to some bullshit consuming all your time, like porn?

>>18401857
I would always relapse when I was in my room at home. If I'm not in my room, I pretty much stay clean. Recognise your habits and replace them with something else. You're much more likely to relapse if you just try to quit

>>18401864
>What do you do?
Nothing much to be honest. Most of my friends never want to do hang out or do anything so I spend a lot of time on the computer.
I also still go to school.

>Are you healthy and all?
Not sure. I haven't gone to a checkup in years. I am a skinny dude but have gotten a bit out of shape because of no exercise.

>I mean, you can work, socialize normally, and have meaningful relationships, right?
Sure can, although lately I have been wanting to socialize less with new people. By meaningful relationships do you mean a partner or like a friend?
If you mean a partner I haven't had anything serious.

>Are you on drugs or something?
Nope, I barely smoke weed anymore (like once a month or less). I will still do them very very rarely but I am not addicted to any.

>addicted to some bullshit consuming all your time, like porn?
I am definitely addicted to porn, but it doesn't consume all my time.

>>18401875
I noticed this last weekend, I went to work with my Dad on Saturday for the whole day and I was good. The following day I was at a baby shower the whole day and I was good also. The problem is staying that busy everyday.

>>18401882
It sounds like you just don't have any motivation to do anything different. Which isn't necessarily bad if you're comfy, but it sounds like you're saying you feel in a rut.

Probably the #1 thing you can do is have a close friend or better yet, gf to dump your free time on. Two people who are a good match can bring joy and light to each other's life simply through their presence. Maybe that's all you're lacking.

Keep an open mind, something might be around the corner.

>>18401902
I think that would make me feel a lot better, got to try and achieve both or if not one of those things.

Thanks friend.

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>>18401827
Could be much worse.
You could be all that, plus absolute zero will to change it (like a certain me).

My best advice is: keep trying, because you still can.
You won't be able to do that forever, so don't miss your chance.

>>18402329
What should I try?

>>18401827
I know this feel anon. What you could do is become a subject matter expert in something extremely niche. For example, you could become an art historian in a very particular type of art from a certain time period for a particular person

>>18402342
That could actually be quite nice, like some sort of hobby. Whatever I do research must have some sort of forum or online community.

This feeling sucks mate.

>>18402330
For starters: advice you've got in this thread.
And you can always come back/seek elsewhere for more.

I don't have any specific advice because I'm in a worse place than yours.
So all I can contribute is to encourage you to do your best to fix it before it's too late.

You don't want to end up like me is all I'm saying. Keep struggling. And that's it.

>>18402351
Thanks anon, I hope that you get better one day. How do you feel?

>>18401827
You are distinguishable because you are you. Nobody else is you. Comparing yourself to others will never bring you happiness. It will only make you feel inadequate.

That being said, if you feel like you aren't having fun, try different things and see how they make you feel. Not how you think they *should* make you feel, but how they actually do. See if something holds your interest longer than other things you try. If you only repeat the same behaviors, you'll likely feel the same way. Change your behaviors and the possibility of feeling differently opens up.

Also, try acid. If you do it right, which is easy to do, you'll have anything ranging from a fun night to a change in perspective. I did it with dxm but acid is what usually does the trick for people. Or shrooms

>>18402347
I know it does anon. For me, this feeling is compounded by the fact that the Internet exists and makes information on previously obscure things very easy to come by. However, I have found places where the Internet is lacking info and where I could become a subject matter expert. For example, one of my hobbies is mushroom picking, and often the local field guides in my location are lacking. Part of me wants to create a book to update this information

>>18402357
>You are distinguishable because you are you
Yes but I don't have any skill or talent that makes me different from anyone else.

I will definitely try to do some new things. I don't have an idea what, but I'll look for things.

>Also, try acid.
I tried it once, didn't grab much if anything from it. I sorta had a bad trip, that became much better.
When I was tripping I had a bad trip (In the beginning) and I felt like the people I was with were trying to take something from me. I am not friends with those people anymore, but I guess it was an early sign that I shouldn't trust them.

DXM is nice but there is no way I would be able to stomach two bottles of gelcaps.

I may try acid again. Alone in my room at night. Might be sweet.

>>18402371
You should do it anon!
Mushroom picking must be fun, I know that my area sucks for that type of thing.

>>18402380
Why do you need a skill or talent to be different? There are plenty of people who share skills and talents, and they are distinguishable because of the person they are, not the tricks they can do.

>I may try acid again. Alone in my room at night.
First time I did acid I was mostly alone (boyfriend Skyped with me the first six hours to make sure the come up was good) in my dorm. It was a fun time, not anything lifechanging but definitely a fun time. With DXM I usually go with mucinex max strength, but I'm also tiny and only need three of those to get to a nice place for the rest of the day

>>18402386
I have really wanted to try MDMA, but don't feel like spending the money. I feel like it would be an amazing time though.

I will definitely do some LSD, and 3rd plateau DXM usage soon.
This is what I used https://www.amazon.com/Robitussin-Lingering-CoughGels-Long-Acting-Suppressant/dp/B005E74U3W/ref=sr_1_2_a_it?ie=UTF8&qid=1497045474&sr=8-2&keywords=robitussin

>>18402380
Thanks for the motivation anon! Mushroom picking is very fun. It's like there is a whole little world growing under the ground, and occasionally popping up when conditions are just right. Also since the mycelia strands can survive for over a hundred years, you can occasionally find locations where a certain mushroom will grow every year (you can even keep it a secret to get a nice mushroom meal a few times a year from the same spot).

I'm sure you'll find something to distinguish yourself anon!

>>18402436
Problem is that I live in the city, and there are no secluded areas. I really want to fucking move somewhere else, a nice wooded area with some mountains. If I ever do then I could probably pick up mushroom picking.

>>18402452
If you ever get the opportunity to pick up this hobby, I recommend the book Mushrooms Demystified by David Aurora. It's generally regarded as the mushroom hunter's bible

>>18402491
I'll keep that in mind, even though I am many years away from even considering moving.
Maybe I could travel on car a bit to other areas, or if I ever hike in a trail here in this state.