Why do I got scared also feeling guilty and sick when men show me their interested or/and chasing me, make a move on me in an obvious way that I feel like threatened?
I also got scared if guy show me their sexuall intentions. I feel the need to cover or dressing myself the way that won't make them get arousel.
I've been suspected myself for being molested as a child but I just can't remember about that event rather than being scared of a specific type of room, or old men with malignant glance and certain vibe that makes me feel threatened.
I also scared of being rape but also enjoying being submissive, I don't wanna be tortured but I do feel arousel when fantasy about being rape more than vanila sex.
What do I do now that I can't take it any longer, I pushed away all the people who like me or interested in my just because I feel sick and guilty and scared of being close to them, it's the fear of intimacy.
>>18395566
Yea either let them fuck or get a girlfriend.
>>18395566
You're not scared of men. You're scared of admitting your own sexuality. There's nothing wrong with people finding you attractive and you don't need to cover yourself when they do. It's more of a compliment than anything else. I suggest you see a professional about this and not some spergs on 4chan
>>18395573
I don't need a girlfriend. I'm a girlfriend.
>>18395575
A psychiatrist? What kind of professor really. I've been thought about it for ages but don't know where exactly to go.
>>18395590
Girlfriend as in turn into lesbian. Maybe you need a loser on your team . Try meeting one here lots of those
>>18395599
Eh enough losers