>fap to gay stuff >get infatuated and spend hours looking

>>18387111

>I DONT LIKE PENISES!

Obviously you do.

>>18387111
Just accept your cock cravings.

This may sound really retarded, but what I'm gonna say is 100% true.

I discovered my gay tendencies through porn. I thought that I'm a bottom and I jerked off to gay/trap porn everyday.

At one point I decided to finally do something about it and downloaded Grindr.

I met up with some guy, drank a little bit of wine, smoked weed and had sex. Sucking a dick isn't as pleasant as it seems. It's not pleasant at all. And when he sucked my dick I didn't know if I even have a boner. He enjoyed it throughout the whole experience and came while I wasn't even close to it.

It wasn't pleasant, but I don't regret it.

Don't feel a need to jerk off to traps/gay shit since then.

>>18387111
No fap no porn for 1~2 months should set you straight back.

Or download grinder as
>>18387239
said.

You watch to much porn.

>>18387111
Fact: You are at least bi-curious if not fully gay.
Fact: You can't change that.
Fact: What you can do is stop feeling so bad about it.

You equate gay feelings or curiosity with being disgusting. Are you, by any chance, left-handed? Left-handedness is "different" and maybe even inconvenient. But would you hate and revile yourself for being left-handed?

Left-handedness and gayness are both un-typical but natural. Why be ashamed of one and not the other?

>>18387520
>Fact: You are at least bi-curious if not fully gay.
Bullshit, he probably just watches too much porn. I thought I'm gay too until I slept with a guy. I made a post like OP just two weeks ago.

>Fact: You can't change that.
Fact: You can actually change that.

Stop convincing him that he's gay. Also he only jerks off to traps. Probably watches too much porn and hasn't gotten laid in a long time.

>>18387111
EMBRACE THE PENIS!

>>18387111
Sexuality is a spectrum. Just accept it and move on.

>>18387111
>Just accept your cock cravings.
>drank a little bit of wine, smoked weed and had sex.
>I made a post like OP just two weeks ago.
>EMBRACE THE PENIS!
>Sexuality is a spectrum.
This thread reads like some tumblr whale RPing her yaoi fantasy.

As much as I want to save western civilization, and maintain the white race and shit. I am getting closer and closer to banging a friend of mine that's been on hrt for a couple years. I have a white gf and all, we were planning on getting engaged, but my friend has a nice ass and damn does she know how to get me hard with her flirting, fucking whore. Her cock is pretty feminine and every time I see it it makes my mouth water. Not to mention that every time I fuck my gf I think of my friend.

I think it's over boys. All I can think about is my friend's dick.

>>18388387
Do what you want anon life is short who cares about "saving" the west when it's not going anywhere.

Even when western Rome fell the people in the region still had normal lives and even prospered

>>18387111

you feel disgusted because of what society has taught you, not because of how you actually feel.

there is nothing on masculine about being gay, especially if your interest is in traps, you are getting off and taking power and masculinity away from other men, asserting your self as their alpha.

so manly other men will be your woman.

>>18387111
just stop going on porn

i was steaming once and let this guy suck me off. i wouldnt do it again, but i literally couldnt care less. i am still the same person regardless of whether some bloke sucked my dick

im not saying dont think about dicks, if you like dick then fair, but watching fucked up porn all the time is definitely a bad move

>>18387111
Most trap porn is consumed by "straight" men so I don't see a problem. Loosen up and understand you'd probably enjoy fucking a chick with a dick but that doesn't mean you want the football team to run a train on you. There are levels to this

>>18387111
Clearly you do like penises

its ok, and you don't even have to like them as much as you like pussy.
nor do you ever have to actually go play with one....
jesus annon, its just porn


whats the point of the internet if not to watch a bunch of fucked up sex you're never going to have?

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>>18387111
Listen to this OP and the other anons too. It could be the most important thing you ever learn in your life.

When I was a young man, there was no internet. A friend gave me a playboy centerfold.

So I'd fap while looking at it. I'd hide it under my bed, one day my brother found it and he tore it in 4 parts, just to piss me off... I pieced it back together using scotch tape and returned to fapping to it

then my mom fucking found it..... she tore it into a bunch of small pieces, I was able to still piece the important parts of it like the tits and face again using scotch tape, I returned to fapping to it

hid it somewhere else

then I could not find it, looked everywhere, could not find it

I fapped but this time just staring at the scotch tape roll.....

The lesson is after awhile you'll fap to anything

There is NOTHING like the real thing, have sex with a girl, see if you like

Good luck buddy

It's ok to look at gay porn and keep a straight life
It's ok to look at gay porn and have a bisexual life
It's ok to be gay

Don't feel disgusted because you like some porn. You just have to think clearly and understand what exactly it is that you want for your sex life and then it will improve.

What you watch in porn doesn't define your life. You can a gay in the closet, just curious, just want some "traps", girls only unless he's really cute or whatever. Whatever makes you happy, don't beat yourself to it.

If this really troubles you then you need to stop watching porn. Try NoFap, it actually helps as much as it looks like a reddit tier meme, specially if you get involved with a community

>>18388387
This is what porn does to men. It breaks them. No reason for women to marry men in this era.