I am asking from various sources, from poeple I know mainly,

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I am asking from various sources, from poeple I know mainly, but I'd appreciate /adv/'s feedback on my situation.

I have known this friend for a little more than 3 and a half year. The thing is, we never became more than two poeple just hanging around, I don't even feel real friendship here. We used to hang around 2/3 days/week, and nowaday we hang out once a day for 12 hours straight, which is cool obviously. But she has always seemed so cold and emotionless with me. Plus the fact that she admitted that practically none of the touching moments we lived together were brought honestly by her. Even more, and that's just one exemple, during my moving out, she was thinking of ways to keep her distance from me, as she told me. But then here we still are, hanging for 12 hours straight, with her coming in willingly. I just don't get it. She also has these new friends she made over the last 2 semesters and she's treating them like kings and queens, sharing deep sincere moments with them and never none with me, not even before her meeting new poeple. I don't understand how we kept at it and I gave myself until monday morning to make a decision. She will probably read this too, but that's okay, she know everything about this situation too, and tells me I have to think about what's good for me, which is fair.

So, what do now?