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>In school for programming
>Last semester of second year
>College is making me fucking miserable
>No drive to go to class/do my homework
>Barely passed my last semester because of this
>Marks this semester are starting to get concerning
I keep making the same mistakes with my time over and over again. It has me wondering if maybe I picked a field I simply don't enjoy. It worries me, because I've already invested this much time and money into it, and at the same time I thought I wanted this since I was 12. Without this, I have nothing, no other ideas as to what I want to do with my life, not much in the way of hobbies, and I'm worried if I don't follow through with this I'll spend my life working some shitty factory job just.... existing, making nothing of myself. But at the same time, whose to say the issue isn't I'm just lazy? Maybe this would be an issue no matter what I was in school for because I'm just too much of an unmotivated useless fuck to do anything productive.
Anyways, I can't handle feeling like this anymore, and I'm not sure what I should do about any of this.
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i told myself i wanted to be a computer programmer since 1997. a bachelors degree later and i realize i fucking hate this gay shit. i would rather wipe my ass with sandpaper than write a faggot hello world.
think back on times you enjoyed yourself and make a career out of that. read "What Color is Your Parachute" and change majors now whole you are young, you wont regret it.
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>>18379000
I honestly can't think of a time I've felt true passion towards something
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>>18379015
than i suggest you read the latest edition of "What Color is Your Parachute." the flower exorcise makes you write down facts about yourself which help determine what you honestly think about yourself.
if you cant make yourself start and finish a project, programming isnt for you. no matter how good you are at it. find something that gives your life meaning.
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>>18378683
You're already in the 2nd year. If you can, push through
If not, drop out and take a break for a couple of months and figure things out. Or just drop out of college totally and go into the trades or the military
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>>18378683
Board is over 18s
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>>18379107
Kek the military would eat me alive
>>18380069
I'm in college anon
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