> Be the quiet guy in every social circle
> Being active and social in my quiet way
> Grow unsocial because life happened
> losing social circles because of that
> try to reconnect with the world about 15 years later
> always being the one who has to take initiative to connect with people, even closest family
> not getting accepted anwhere and being told to be "weird"
> not getting a useful answer on asking why/how or what could be done better
> clearly awkward silence instead everytime
> fml
> still trying to find out what is wrong with me
Same boat. I really struggle to maintain relationships with people it seems. I don't know why, and it isn't from lack of trying to find out.
I tend to be rather reserved nowadays. It's will help to get accustomed to being alone, even if its temporary.
>>18378323
Well i've gotten used to being alone years ago now. Life still feels empty.
>>18378363
If it does, you're only pretending to enjoy being alone. How many years have you been both okay with yourself and being by yourself?
>>18378388
I've been contempt with my situation for about 12 years. 2-3 years ago however i got a feeling that i'm missing out on what life could offer.
i grew unsatisfied with my life, that began to feel empty and meaningless.
Used to be social as fuck, now I hate everyone and their ways after learning about humanity first hand.
You're not missing out on much