I don't know how to stop being an asshole. I'm always

>>18378219
The fact you realize anything sounds like your on the right track. The main thing is to start doing things because they are good and not to get a reward at the end. I have no clue on your med situation though.

>>18378228

It's just I realized this a few years ago I was being more and more salty and doing bad things but it's like,,. I know it's bad but I can't help but do it. I was told on part of my Borderline PD that it's because I'm more likely to take stupid risks but i don't know. Sometimes I think actions will pass but it won't really because I don't realise the effect I have on people

>>18378219
I need help with this as well. I'm rarely nice to people I don't expect to get something from. Sometimes I think about hanging myself. I don't know how to stop.

>>18378250

I know this feel. Like I know I won't broadcast it if I do and this won't happen in a while but I feel like if I wasn't around a lot of people would be happier.

>>18378266
I don't blame them. You're probably a narcissistic and toxic human being.

>>18378279
I probably am