>be me, 22 years old >Just graduated college >Get at

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>be me, 22 years old
>Just graduated college
>Get at least one job offer
>Motorcycle design firm, cool.webm
>On going relationship, gonna be long distance now
>Have to return to my home country, student visa ended
>Arguably wealthiest country, everyone drives Bentley's, beamers, Mercedes, Porsche
>Waiting game, have to hear back for job offer
>Get email saying sike, can't hire you
>Wtf do I do?
>Decide to wake up early to build portfolio/CV
>Don't want to do it sober
>Pick up habit of waking very early and smoking a cigarette to start the day, everyday
>Fuck this very short high feels good man
>See ducks by the lake, think at least I can make their lives better
>Bring dried bread to feed them
>This goes on for a few days, one same duck is always present
>Everyday same routine
>I think this duck caught on
>Everyday same loud quacking from this duck
>He knows me now
>Everyday his quacks get louder, probably happy to see me
>Cool made a friend
>My relationship starting to to go to shit, fights everyday etc.
>At least the duck is still cool with me
>Smoke, feed duck, work, repeat
>No job offers, portfolio is probably trash
>But at least I have my duck friend

So yeah, I have nothing but a duck friend. Wtf do I even do? Everyone has money here and they're not the smartest. Are their creative careers that even make you a lot of money? I'd love some advice. /b/

Sorry for long post just seeking advice.