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I want to take abusing my conscience to an extreme and become a complete derelict with 0 standards. I was dog shit at being a virtuous person and all it's done is cause me pain and make people think I am a hypocrite. It's gotten out of hand. I can't afford to be a full blown drug addict and don't want to steal from people, just desperately want to feel better and don't really care how it would be poetic justice considering I looked down on people before. I want to stop caring about that shit and just seek meaningless creature comforts that slowly kill me. I know how retarded it sounds but I don't think I can keep pretending to be okay.
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what are you talking about? what exactly are you saying?
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>>18375489
Idk. Might pick up pills.
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Take some psys and try to get in tune with yourself. You just sound a bit out of the loop
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>>18375474
you have depression. See a doctor.
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>>18375578
If I could find them, plus idk I will probably have a bad trip. They aren't good to take unless you're already in a decent frame of mind.
>>18375964
I am going to but anti-depressants are a last resort. For what little they do, the side effects will just make me feel worse. It's really stupid that there is nothing else they can give you besides SSRIs for this.
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>>18376461
talk therapy.
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