For the cold half of the year I'm depressed because there's no sunlight.
For the warm half of the year I'm depressed because I've wasted my life.
The only time I'm happy is when I'm on vacation.
I really want to focus on my art and reaching a professional skill level. I know I'm good enough now that six months of hard study could get me there. But I just can't bring myself to care about life.
I can't get medical help because I'm Canadian and you can't get a doctor anymore.
What the fuck can I do to avoid Cornell'ing myself?
>>18372633
I've never give two shits about art so I can't suggest a fucking thing to you that would be relevant. If I were me I'd go to town hall, look at the message board, see about trying out and signing up for a local sports team. Joining them and making friends with people I can bond over at least one thing about. Also I'd go to the gym to get in better shape so my hormones better regulate. Nothing in life matters anon. Stop giving a fuck about things that you don't care about and start caring about things you do. This is probably almost entirely non beneficial to you. Killing yourself isn't so bad though. I wouldn't do it but it's not like it makes a difference a thousand years from now.
>>18372643
Also, art is a meme. If you aren't a wage cuck then you have all the time to pursue it. If you are id suggest working towards getting a salary that pays at least 2 times as much so you can work half the time to focus on being a faggot.
>>18372648
Unironically this. I make films and I got to this point by getting a steady salary job so I can pay for movies instead of wagecucking.
Haha wat? Depressed because no sun? Take vitamins. Can't get a doctor in Canada? Good joke!
>>18372741
>Can't get a doctor in Canada? Good joke!
There's been a doctor shortage for years and it's only going to get worse. It is straight up impossible for many people to find a doctor, while clinics have a cap on how many people they can treat each days. Canada's socialist healthcare is a fucking joke.
>>18372741
Vitamins aren't a substitute for going out and experiencing life, stupid also
>falling for the vitamins meme
Move to Texas no snow here only the kind going up your nose
>>18372837
Hi there Amerifat pretending to be Candian, please stop pretending to be a leaf thanks
No such thing as a doctor shortage unless you live in the fucking wilderness or are a poorfag
>>18372906
>No such thing as a doctor shortage
https://www.fraserinstitute.org/article/canadas-doctor-shortage-will-only-worsen-coming-decade
http://www.cbc.ca/radio/thecurrent/the-current-for-may-3-2017-1.4095703/government-has-to-stop-looking-for-cheap-way-to-address-doctor-shortage-says-gp-1.4095776
https://www.theglobeandmail.com/news/british-columbia/bcs-doctor-shortage-becomes-campaign-issue-for-provinces-liberals-and-ndp/article34793897/
>>18372899
Texas sucks. Don't move here.
>>18372893
Autist that can't read. No wonder you're depressed.