How fucked am I ? Havent been outside in 2 months starting

>>18358338
I wish I could help you but this is something you need a trained professional to help with. You may not believe me but everything is going to be ok. not good but ok.

>>18358345
Yeah idk what to do cant afford therapy....

Should I just go straight to a dr?

I have felt empty and hopeless the past week and a half. I sit inside my closet crying in the dark listening to sad music all day.

>>18358350
if you talk to your normal doctor about it and tell them you're unable to afford therapy they might know either sliding scale places or some that even offer free therapy for people without money.

>>18358357
I don't have a normal dr.. haven't been to one in 4 years. and since then I moved to a different state.. so ive been on the opposite end of the US (in california) for ~3 years and haven't seen a dr my whole time being here.. but I have wanted to due to my mental health issues.

Same for the most part. Just incredibly angry and unstable. But it's fine for others to abuse me so who cares

>>18358860
well the good news is that california has some great mental health services!

>>18358860
If you live in California try getting medicalCAL that way you can go through a provider like Kaiser and get therapy. That's what I'm doing rn

>>18359320
Medi-CAL sorry for misspell

Well, human interaction is stupid and it is fake. Never kid yourself to thinking any differently, cause there's actually a lot of truth to it even in romantic relationships. But it's not all bad and there are lots of reasons you should interact anyway, and let's face it it can be fun and you can learn something.

The picking apart how we use words and how we're "all gonna die some day" however is not a good way to be thinking. It can be really depressing, we're all fucked in the end. You just gotta go headfirst at it.

>>18359375
samefag - I should have said human interaction is "kind of stupid". Cause I don't believe in the pushing of social interaction all of the time, sometimes that just puts off issues that you yourself have to resolve. I'm not just trying to be edgy.