Suicide just feels my mind I'm 29 years old, no license/car,

guess there's no helping it

>>18337778
same except no diploma or job

>>18337778

lorazepam

I take this from time to time for my anxiety. It gives you a "This just feels nice" feeling. really helps.

other than that, set up a rigid schedule to follow to improve yourself.

REMEMBER: only you can improve you.

>>18337778
If you are going to shoot yourself, don't

>>18337778
Stop working online and get a real manual job.
Try to make some friends at work.
That's the only piece of advice i have for you right now.

>>18337778
>32
>law degree w/160k debt
>no paying job
>live with parents
>no local friends anymore
>have car but brakes are fucked

>>18337778
>I work online and make 200/300 a week to help pay bills.

As what? Wouldn't working as a wageslave in a supermarket give you a little more? (It's not great either and won't stop the suicidal thoughts but you'll get a little more money.)

>>18337778
Psychological therapy.

>>18337778
>>18338368
This. I was the same as you for 10 years until I saw a shrink.

Remember though that the meds are only there as tools to help you acclimatize. You have to try going out gradually and interact with people. Maybe once a week at first. Once you feel comfortable enough, you can reduce the dose until you feel like you no on her need it.

Don't listen to shrinks who tell you your illness will last forever and that the meds must continue. Sometime after a few years, you can get off of it. Believe on yourself like I did. Just work hard and push yourself in a comfortable enough pace.

Good luck anon!

>>18338788
Oops sorry for the autocorrect typos.

"...like you no longer* need it."

>>18337778
read gorilla mindset

>>18338830
You keep pushing this book.

So what's the publication date, author, and primary thesis? Yes I could google but humor me and expound.