So, before I green text, here's some info: I'm 18,

>>18319818
>Wat do

I think the question is more what not to do, meaning, stay away from kids you sicko.

If you are attracted to adults, then just stop looking at loli porn. Keep yourself preoccupied, so you aren't tempted to look at porn at all. After a while the sense of taboo from pedo shit will come back and you will lose the desire to fap to children.

That's just life fucking with you.its ok to look but no touch

>>18319840
Age feels like a number to me though. Doesn't matter if they're 15 or 25. And actively staying away from kids is just running away from the problem, not really solving it.

>>18319859
Also forgot to mention that I have tried going cold turkey, didn't feel the same.

Uh.. fuck I can't tell when people are being serious anymore. You don't do anything. It's that simple. I find girls/women attractive (17-35) all the time and sometimes even think "damn the things I'd do" or I'd stare BUT THATS IT. That's how every dude thinks. If you are serious and you seriously have to ask this question, you need to explain this to your therapist. Seems like you are walking the pedo rapist tight rope. Save yourself, don't let the evil take over.

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>>18319865
I have once or twice, and caught myself, but those were in more dire cases, them being with FAMILY. I almost followed through with inserting into my younger cousin a while back (I think I was 12, she was 7) The other time was just inappropriately touching another cousin (was 15, she was 13, and she knew) I've been biting my lip ever since, and feel a constant guilt whenever I see them. But I also can't help but look at them suggestively as the years pass as well.
Idk. I'm a sick fuck.

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>>18319883
You're ignoring the most obvious solution, Anon.

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>>18319883
Again, replying to my own comment again since I'm kinda just laying here:
I have spoken to her (therapist) about all of my shit, including what I said above. She's said that she believes that I won't do anything, and God knows I'm trying my hardest too. I don't want to ruin them as much as I do myself. But even then still, the corruption is always there.

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>>18319905
Oh no, trust me. That's the easy way out. I've tried multiple times, even before this whole incident. I'm on pills, therapy, been to multiple talk groups, the works. They all say the same on how I'm the most troubled kek. I believe them, but with a grain of salt.

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>>18319818

> Wat do

Bring some juice or snacks to work so you can offer her some if she happens to come by again.

Start talking to the cow-orker so you don't come off like a creep.

>>18319840
For me, the sense of taboo is what made it attractive in the first place. I'm not really attracted to children irl, nor do I want to do anything to them.
But the thought that pedo shit is something taboo, most people will never see in their lives, kinda hooked me.

That was years back though. I stopped thinking about it or fapping to it, I don't want that resting on my conscience.

>>18319859
Just make up your mind and stop looking at that stuff. Stop thinking about it. Delete everything you got. Don't let yourself be tempted by it. It does require some discipline but it works.

You're 18. Thinking sexually about 14yo is ok. But not lower than that.

what is loli?

>>18319818
>>Quickly ask her how old she is, she says 10
>>Oshit.png
you need to ask?
are you retarded or sth?