I hate life so much. I have no joy. Do you think I should

>>18309203
Nah man.

>>18309203
How old are you? Anyway why not, instead of killing yourself just like that, why don't you try to live as recklessly and carelessly as possible? I mean if you've reached the point of suicide you can just tell the world to fuck off and do whatever you want and can.
People say it's wrong to blame the world but in all honesty you can't only blame yourself, there's a lot of luck involved in life and the humans around you are not innocent. Stop giving a shit and see where that takes you.

>>18309225
I have no drive at all. I'm dead inside.

>>18309537
Not the anon that you replied to.

But if you feel dead inside, you should actually just live recklessly and dangerously.

Do drugs and burn yourself out. Become a homeless man and masterbate in the streets. Bang a hooker. Waste all of your money.

If you're to the point of suicide, and you actually want to do it. Then you should have no problem doing these things. If you cant do this, then you wont have the heart to commit suicide. Plain and simple

>>18309203
You should not. I don't think there is something after and there is no way back as far as we know.

>>18309203
I think I might just do it later this month.

Today was the final straw. Of all things it was a youtube video. My social life is non-existent, my career is still being a wageslave in a shitty supermarket, my vision seems to be getting worse, getting grey hairs on the left side of my head, which I'm sure is due to stress of this shit life, and TODAY, I see a nigger monkey black baboon crispy coon have the same idea as I've had for several years and actually made it into a real thing. It was the last dumb idea I had and it's making money.

I have nothing left. I have no more ideas. I have no more stupid ideas.

I hope I die in my sleep tonight.

>>18309203
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jfUNFv3IQ4c
His music helped me a lot to think. It was not a cure for depression, but a way to calm myself.
While calm, I took time to rethink my life, understand the reason of my problems, and see all the choices life offers.

>>18309203
Hookers, my man.

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