Should I run from my life to start over in the big city and try and be a big rapper like lil herb?
I have nothing and my life is such shit and it's only going downhill there's no way to fix anything with the mindset I have here. I'm so miserable I can't even think straight or find a purpose on life.
Literally the only thought that makes sense to me is just getting on a greyhound and not looking back.
I'm getting so miserable and I know I can't fix my life here and i feel like even if I try it's gonna backfire and I'll be stuck here slowly getting more miserable by the day
I just have to get away from my life this town the people the monotony everything.
Then why would you want to be in a place where you ain't worth anything?
>>18299692
Because he wants to say "lol fuck this" and go get fucked elsewhere what can he lose really
>>18299692
I want to produce and make music in the city
>>18299735
This
>>18299689
The problem with going someplace else to start all over is that when you get there you're still you.
Better to fix you here and then move.
>>18300021
This.
I've been in Japan for 3 years and I haven't actually been changed by it. The changes I've made have been through self examination and work, and I still mostly suck.