Need something to make me happy for a few hours so I can study for an exam I have tomorrow. Coffee isn't strong enough, need something that is found in a typical household. Bleach doesn't do it for me either lol. I'm fucking hate myself and I'm super depressed. I don't want help I just need something to help me pretend I'm okay enough to study.
Smoke a cigarette. Works best if you arent actually a smoker.
I'm so stupid, I think I might just go and rip up my skin a bit. Smoking isn't an option unfortunately haha. It's getting late already and nothing fucking matters anymore.
>>18295273
Why dont you just go to sleep, set up an alarm for tomorrow, go into that exam and do your best?
Just rely on the knowledge you picked up during the semester. Dont worry about it.
Watch or listen to something that used to bring you joy and see if that helps.
I'm prepping for finals too and found myself in a slump. I like listening to music while I study so I looked up the soundtrack to The Sims 2 and it instantly made me feel better. It brought back a lot of nostalgia and kept me going through my study session.
I want to order food to make studying more tolerable but I know I'll feel like a fatass tomorrow.