I'm just about to go to university and move far from home.

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I'm just about to go to university and move far from home. I'm pretty excited about doing it but I'm quite the santimental person so I like to have closure and to put a lot of pressure on goodbyes. I don't want to leave anything unresolved so that nothing holds me back from giving in to the student experience in a new country. The only problem is I feel like I still love my ex girlfriend. We were together for 2 years in highschool and then we hooked up a few times in the course of 1 year after that. We are both girls by the way. I completely fucked up our relationship because I was stupid enough and I loved her so much I didn't know what to do with all these emotions. She loved me a lot as well but at one point she couldn't keep up with my shit anymore so she broke up with me. After that she got another girlfriend and stayed with her for 1 year and something...this fucked her up as well because their relationship wasn't the best either. Since breaking up with her I've tried dating some guys but it just never works for me. She is now on drugs and depressed and I really want to help her and talk to her but she doesn't want anything to do with me. What do?