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It's probably the 4th time in my life that I have tried hanging myself with a belt from a door knob and every time I pussy out just as I start feeling myself getting dizzy or uncomfortable. The first time I ever tried it (about 10 months ago or so), I actually passed out but came to lying on the ground and the belt being undone. I've been allured by this escape ever since, but I can't seem to go through with it. I really do think that death is the best option. I'm so envious of every suicide "victim" because of how easy they got away from all this. I wish I could just disappear.
Is there any way for me to guarantee myself from not slipping out of it?
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>>18290437
You are obviously not very good at suicide. Perhaps you should find a different hobby.
Seriously, your record VERY strongly suggests your heart really isn't in it. Stop trying for a while and consider that part of you that "chickens out." It is NOT cowardice, but a part of you that wants to live. Get to know it better. It's trying to tell you something
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>>18290437
consider Buddhism:
what if you just came back?
video related
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zCP9f0VicBE
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>>18290437
>It's probably the 4th time in my life that I have tried hanging myself with a belt from a door knob
You've failed at erverything in life, even ending it, which should be the easiest thing in the world, given that it's inevitable and will end regardless.
Buy a shittonne of drugs and see what happens. Could die easier, could have a good night and get high and laid.
Either way, better than what you're doing now.
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>hanging myself with a belt from the door knob
Are you a midget?
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Someone please help me die
I can't live this way
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