Why do I always feel like I'm competing with complete irl

>>18285839
Give me an example? It's hard to get what you mean exactly

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>>18285869
for example, back in high school, when I heard other kids talking about anime, I'd get excited but in a competitive-like manner. I disliked that more and more people around me were starting to talk about anime, especially when it was anime that I was fond of.
In a way, I feel a need to make myself and my liking for said anime known to those people.

At the same time, I resent those people, because in my mind, it's like they don't "get" what they're watching. They throw around names and words about it like it's something so banal but for me might hold some special meaning or value.

It's like using 100 year old furniture as an underwear hanger or something. This doesn't really happen anymore with anime though, I've learned to not really care (or at least try to), but it still applies to other things.


My biggest source of annoyance as of recently is kpop. Been into it for 3+ years, but it suddenly exploded and now everyone talks about it, but they only talk about the recent stuff like they know shit. Also 4chan, it's a lot more known. People go around shitposting on facebook and posting kek flags. Fucking facepalm man.
Does this make me some sort of sociopath?

[TL;DR] I might be suffering from the NORMIES GET OUT REEEE syndrome

>>18285839
Autism

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>>18285921
this

>>18285839
You will never be a normie. This is autism manifest. I would know.