So I'll keep this brief. I'm in a dead end security

you haven't explained much other than what you've done, and what you're doing, anon/
how about some details about your endgame, ambitions, dreams and all that jazz? aside from making a bit more dough, that is.

Currently living with my grandparents and obviously I want the fuck out. My main goal is to get the hell out and live in an apartment. Have 6 or so dollars left every paycheck so yeah saving isn't happening. I don't really have a lot of restrictions personally aside from something not too physical because I'm built like some kind of fucked up fatass dwarf. My dream would be to be an author but I know how unrealistic that is. I just honestly don't know what to do. I apply everywhere with zero responses. All I want is to start life but that's a bitch all on its own. Not helping is the fact my grandparents are threatening to kick me out even though I pay half their fucking bills myself.

>>18282790
How can you only save 6 dollars a month from your paycheck? Are you exaggerating, or is that accurate? If you really want to move out and make actual change in your life, you should be able to make significant savings. Stop buying shit you don't need and keep your goal of moving out in your mind when you're tempted to buy it.

>>18282790
ok. well don't give up the writing if that keeps you happy. but don't spend fucktons of dough on books either, download or hit the library.
one book you ought to get is What Colour is Your Parachute? you can find it easily s/h in last year's edition or older cheaply or in the library. work through that and jig up your CV and cover letters. should do a bit of good.

also, minimal living from now on. start saving.
have a chat with your grandparents about your plans (minus the author bit, yeah) and hopefully try to get them on board so you can get your act together.

>>18282481
Mass send job applications to better positions.

>>18282481

>Do voulenteer work for a bit get 150+ hours in.

>Apply for law enforcement/corrections work.

It's decently easy to get these jobs if you show you have some motivation and display you're a good citizen.

>>18282481
Go to college during day, sleepwalk through your security job, pay the loan when your new college degree gets you a higher paying job