Am I too fucking depressed to live?
No one will understand the reason for this, anyway. To give some semblance of an explanation, I’m not a human, this is just a dream and soon I will awake. It was too cold and the blood was coagulating all the time, plus my new knife is too dull. If I don’t succeed dying to the knife I will blow all my brains out of my skull.
I'd encourage you to choose happiness and life over depression and death. Write a gratitude list of all the things you are greatful for. Exhibiting gratitude is proven to increase your mental and physical health. Know that this feeling will pass, this situation will pass, and that you can be happy regardless of anyone or anything.
>>18275246
I am defeated and exhausted physically and emotionally.
>>18275246
My mind always warped and twisted has reached the point where I can wait no longer. Things just seemed to go too wrong too many times.
get yourself to the doctor and into some counselling mate/
don't stay like that - it doesn't get any better you know.
>>18275238
Razors pain you;
Rivers are damp;
Acids stain you;
And drugs cause cramp.
Guns aren't lawful;
Nooses give;
Gas smells awful;
You might as well live.