The story starts 2 years ago
>Travel to another country for the purpose of adventure
>Not sure what what to expect from the situation
>Meet 2 girls that are constantly in my social group
>Ask both out on dates
>One is more assertive and makes me her boyfriend really fast
>Don't think much of it since I am young and just want to enjoy the sex
>Friend zone the other girl and we become really good friends
>As I hang out with her I realized I fucked up and she is actually the smartest most caring person I have ever met
>One night as it's getting closer to the time I'm leaving she comes to my house and we go and hangout .
>She skips her college class to hang out with me and even bring me to a "lovers hill"
>I tell her I will break up with my current girlfriend when I leave and when I come back we can travel together
>"I feel the same way I will wait for you" she responds
>Turns out I do not have the courage to break up with the girls I'm with I'm too attached
>The day before I leave both girls come to my apartment
>She brings a gift with her
>She has a bag covered in hearts
>She then tells me that it took her awhile to gather the whole set
>My gf teases her "Oh why don't you just kiss good bye?" trying to make her jealous
>She becomes embarrassed and leaves quickly
>I open the gift
>Turns out to be 5 figures based on my favorite book
>price tag is left on one by mistake
>they were not cheap...
>I know she had to go around town to find all of them this probably took up her whole day
>Never in my life before or after have I gotten a gift so caring
>Spend last night with gf
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Fast forward a year
>I'm back and I've been talking to both consistently
>Meet up with gf first
>We have sex and she buys some pills that were vitamin E? or some shit she said helped birth control not be as painful
>Meet with other girl soon after and another friend soon after to have dinner
>My gf brings the pills and lets the other girl see them (She was rather clever I think and could tell there was something there)
>She asks my gf "What are these for?"
>Gf basically brags to her we have been having sex
>Her mood visibly changed
>I can tell when I talk to her she has no interest
Fast forward another year
>Me and gf broke up I have date other girls since that time
>Still have the gift the other girl gave me
>It fills me with both a feeling of love and regret
>Get drunk one night and contact her again
>Tell her I regret not going out with her back then
>She tells me it's ok and that we can still be good friends
>Start talking a lot again it turns out shes a math teacher now which is crazy since I've also become a teacher since that time
>Talk about work and dealing with the kids etc..
>Says she is coming to my country early next year
>At this point it feels like I am falling for her all over again
What should I do? I don't want her to get away again.
Should I pursue her and try to be with her when she comes?
Or have I fucked up to the point of no return and look like a scum bag?
I am at the point where I no longer want to fuck random women so it's not about sex at all at this point.
tl;dr
>>18271348
Very clever
>>18271348
tl;dr basically OP is a retard who hooked up with a spiteful slut and missed out on his dream girl because of it