Hi adv. Do I have depression? I really have no drive to do anything

You could just be burnt out. But hell if I know.

>>18252821
Im in the same boat, but I'm older than you.
Since I stopped going to college, my average day consists of 'wake up. go to work. come home. sit at desk. browse net. fap. sleep. repeat'
I have a gf, but how shes still with me I don't know. I put off seeing her for extended periods of time because I have no desire to do anything at all.

>>18252830
I guess, it's just that I've always been thinking to the past about what if I didn't stop playing the piano or whatnot. My dad constantly grills me for dropping it and makes me feel like a sack of shit. Then I started playing deemo and made me feel even worse for dropping it, then led me to ask on here. Hell, I almost asked mu about it.

>>18252835
That's basically how I'm seeing my life after high school/college. Although I do hang out with people from time to time which consists of one person who I meet up with on a weekly basis and drive around central Alberta for kicks. Still feels empty.

>>18252843
Bro I was hella social in highschool.
I've always been an anime and video game nerd, but I had an extremely healthy social life. I hung out with people of all types constantly. And even well into my first two years of college. But once I moved out of my parents place, everything went really down hill. I'm not even sure why, but I lost all motivation for anything. Now I barely leave the apartment except when necessary.

>>18252861
Thing is is I constantly feel awkward in almost every social interaction trying to think up of the next thing to say and stressing out about it. Maybe I have some compulsive disorder but fuck man my parents are too busy to sign off on anything medical related unless it's my life on the line. And I'm not suicidal.

fuck

this is like reading myself 5 years ago

i'm going to give u a psychiatrist (or a 100USD 'advice') therapy right now; give up on social media (EVERY FUCKING SOCIAL MEDIA SITE) for 8 months; if you're still unhappy, gratz, you're a legit autist

>>18252875
I pretty much have. I've tried posting on social media but I see it as pointless. Why try and sell yourself as something you're not? I just use Facebook to message people I already know.

I dunno if that's your definition. I do watch YouTube constantly though.

Guess I am an autist

>>18252875
Not OP, but the other guy here.
I've considered quitting FB many times honestly.
Not sure why I haven't I make up the excuse that its my link to some friends I never see anymore, but its not like much interaction happens with them on there anyway.

>>18252884
shit man, now i'm reading myself.

forgot to add; do stuff: don't even fucking think too much in the question, actually.

seriously, do stuff, you'll soon find a purpose in life.

ps: so fucking what if it's a low income return job

ps2: ggood, fucking luck

ps3: english is not my first language. srry for the typos

>>18252886

closew that fucker. seriously. you'll be about 1.2% more happier till u do it

>>18252821
No.

Youre in highschool. Your hormones are insane you clearly dont talk to girls and your grades are good.

You dont have depression.

Youre just a teenager presumably without much of a social life.

>>18252905
It's fine.
I didn't care about getting a low income job, just as long as I enjoy it. Aiming for getting into IT for any company. Or say admin for a telecom.

And I am. I play tenor sax in band and I know what I'm doing for uni. Just still wondering if I SHOULD GO into uni.

Sprechen sie Deutsch?

>>18252918
Then my hormones are outta balance. Maybe my thyroid gland is fucked. I'm 130kg at junior year.