sometimes I feel like 4chan is the only community that reallyt

Where do you live?

>>18246354
I go to a small town college in Minnesota, from the twin cities (minneapolis)

I feel trapped here, everyone seems horribly immature and reflects all of the aspects of my own personality that I hate. I only come to /adv/ to write horribly mean things to confused teenagers when I feel depressed, digging the pit even deeper. I hate this website and become a more productive and happy person when i avoid it but thats so damn hard.

> just don't understand how fucking weird and not normal I really am

wow you are such a special snowflake

>>18246346
protip: nobody considers themselves to be normal, almost everyone thinks of themselves as weird

you probably have more in common with others than you think you do. the onus is on you to find that common ground.

>>18246432
I agree. I still frequent boards like /co/, but the last time I've been on /adv/ was months ago. I stopped coming here because I realized it was just people wanting attention/reassurance (lmao and that's exactly what I am doing). I still hate the amount of time I waste on 4chan but at the same time if I don't talk to this community I feel empty. It's the only place I've ever felt competely comfortable with talking how I really truly want to deep down.

>>18246439
fuck you. I wish I wasn't like this. I wish I wasn't a fucking weird kid growing up, I wish I was just a normalfag who could have had a normal childhood and adolescence. I hate this shit so much because you acting like I like being this way, like I enjoy being "special" I hate it, I hate myself. Fuck you.

I feel you. I've been coming here since high school. Its a cool place to vent and give my honest opinion. I'm a socially awkward person so it's nice to hide behind a keyboard sometimes.

Use 4chan as tool to get out that longing you have to connect with people when you need it. Live your normie life as much as is tolerable to you.

There's nothing wrong with being introverted. That's just retarded opinionated social stigma that has zero truth or meaning to it.

In short, do what makes you happy and who cares what other people think. If people can't accept as you as you are then they aren't worth your time in the first place.

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>>18246432
advice + relate-ability helps greatly, I genuinely appreciate it. Thank you /adv/

I have done and felt the same OP.

The first thing you need to understand is that you are not the only one that feels like that. There are literally millions if people that are like you.

The first thing you can do is thinking why you are like that. I have came to the conclusion that having a computer with internet conextion in my bedroom since I was like 12 just fucked up my brain.

It's impossible that hours and hours of being in a computer, alone, playing hours and hours without stopping, watching all type of weird things, rekt videos, porn and more porn... It's impossible that doesn't affects your personality.

Also if you don't do any sport or activity out of school to compensate the computer time with something social... well it's no surprise that when you arrive high school you don't know how to speak to girls and only want to know about video games and don't changing your hobbies because it the only things that your control and makes you feel relaxed.

This generation is fucked up in the head because internet, video games, social networks, smartphones, etc. You will see that some day studies will say that many mental illnesses people are suffering now are because those things.

Ay fI'm drubk too and basically made the same thread, you're not alone. I have no idea what to do