>only dream is to live in japan and marry a japanese girl.

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>only dream is to live in japan and marry a japanese girl. 24 now, have been sick since I was 16. Went to tons of specialists, had numerous blood and hormone tests, sleep studies, tried loads of antidepressants, nothing worked
>started watching info wars last year and a few months ago saw info about parasites, mold and fungus on there
>been taking anti-parasite, anti-yeast, mold and fungal supplements along with probiotics
>quickly recovering in just a couple months. Can think and remember, no chronic pain or fatigue, losing lots of weight with no effort, feel great
>GPA is trashed from trying to go back to school 5 times, permaneantly unable to get financial aid, NEED to be working full time, mom needs my financial support, help around the house daily and she's extremely depressed all the time
>so much stress, shit GPA, have to work 40 hours minimum and drive 6 hours minimum a week along with bullshit at home before even any classes
>a trade would be no problem and my wageslave job wluld even pay for me to go.

How fucked am I out of all I want in life?? Am American