I keep dreaming about raping someone. When I watch porn, I can't

>>18235148
Don't worry, there are women with the same fantasies. It's actually more common than you'd think. As long as you don't actually rape anyone, you're fine.

>>18235148
You have most likely sub/dom fetish. You like the part about having power over the girl, how she is defenceless, how is she immobilized?

That is pretty average fetish. Like when girl wants to call you daddy. Just tell any girl beforehand that you like to pretend that you are in charge (which they love) and you want them to "struggle" a bit. Implement safe word to prevent real rape.

As with the
>cant be in room with a woman
sounds like some inexperience or insecurity. Write something about your life, age, what have you tried to snatch some qties and why do you fear them.

>>18235148

So, basically you're so scared of women you can't even stay in the same room and yet you wonder why you mainly get turned on when they're tied up? It controls your fear, dummy. They seem less threatening and intimidating to you when they can do nothing, so of course your desperate little mind would attach itself to porn like that. Sorta like anyone would run from a tiger in the wild, but feel safe to stare at it and admire it when it's in a zoo behind bars. That's how your mind had come to view women.

I'll tell you what works. It's free and easy. The only hard part is actually doing it because you're in an addicted position. What you should do is take a break from porn and go outside and talk to nature. Learn from the ants about hard work if they're around... learn something new merging from nature. Studies have shown that continual exposure to certain environments makes you insensitive to it. When you take your mind off it, you regain your discernment and purity of thought. Be carful. For the way you think, you are. All the best with focusing on other things in nature.

>>18235148
dude, there are women out there (many of them) who would cream their skirts having that stuff you described done to them (with consent of course). I know cos am one.
Can seldom cum with vanilla, need partner to call me names, hold me down, choke me a little, blindfold and generally humiliate me.

>>18235293
>About my life
I literally don't have experience with talking to women, well, maybe some, when I was younger(around 13). There was one girl that made fun out of me and it maybe damaged me a bit, cause since then I do not trust women and don't take their date offers seriously.
>>18235319
>Porn
I am trying to avoid porn as much as possible. But there's nothing much outside in real world for me, I don't drink and don't have any friends. So I am just sitting home and doing nothing.