>Parents hand me property >See Houston with dad for 2 years

>>18234720
I'm also currently 20 years old.

I've no experience with the opposite sex, but that could easily be a positive factor for the life style I may choose.

How old are you?

>>18234720
I dont understand your post at all. Rewrite ur first 2 green texts

>>18234725
I've beheld the life of another that decided to stay at home and work, and I can't say it was a decisively negative existence.

People have big, inaccurate visions of what life should be due to media.

I can't say I envy people that are married.
It's labor. All of it.

>>18234727
My parents handed me property (They've given me the house we live in the event of their death)

I saw Houston by working with my dad for 2 years. I saw the way other human beings really live by walking around their homes.

It really roasted my Almonds, but I can't have total faith in my conclusions.

Okay you just answered my question lol

You are too young to shun love. You need to put yourself out there, experience life, experience normie things, lose your v card. I'm not sure you know what love is, not the familial kind but the kind between you and a partner. The closeness and intimacy is unparalleled. You should experience these things before you give them up.

Also, why don't you become a cartoonist on the side as you work at Walmart? It doesn't hurt to have a plan B and you need to show that you were doing something on your resume other than "4chin lul".

>>18234747
It takes far too much time to learn animation and work a day job.

It's thousands of hours of concentration to be excellent.

>>18234747
I really can't say losing my virginity will teach me anything at all.

Life is such a vague term.

I've had to be a part of it everyday, and now, I want out.

I've seen a general trajectory of marriage, and a part of me doesn't want to start.

I can only see that normie things aren't the things for me. It's like a radically different brain wiring.

The thing that really eats away at me the most is my total ignorance to relationships beyond friendship. I've had close friends, but I don't have any variables in my brain for anything more. I have a feeling I may never receive anything more; it's ok for now, but I can't know about how I'll feel in the future. I have nothing to work off of.