I feel terrible. I've found this girl, really like her,

>>18222979
If you ask me, you're already cheating, OP. Just do it.

>>18222983
Why would you say that? And I don't want to fuck this up. I actually care about this person. Just want to get rid of the taboo urge

>>18222979
Try to talk to your gf about cheating. Tell her everything you told /adv/ and that you are scared of not being loyal to her.

I say your fear shows how deeply you care about your girl that you are afraid of your future self. Pretty romantically if you ask me.

Use power of love aka placebo. That each girl you manage to refuse to sleep with is a proof of your love for your qtie. Also tell her you need to drain your balls regurally so you can resist this urge of yours.

Be honest. Tell your girl that you are afraid of yourself doing fail and losing her. Maybe it will help.

>>18222995
Ok, let's delve more into this "idea of it is attractive"... Try to think, why is the idea of cheating attractive to you?

>>18222979
Go to a therapist you git. Talk to your gf. Explain to her that you need help, and that's why you're going.

>>18223000
>>18223000
>Ok, let's delve more into this "idea of it is attractive"... Try to think, why is the idea of cheating attractive to you?

I dont know. Ive always found anything taboo really attractive. My sisters arent even attractive but I went through a period where I was into incest porn and shit. I guess maybe cause I have an urge to be edgy and stand out, and maybe part of me likes standing out even when its detrimental. I do shit socially that creeps some people out simply because I want to stand out

>>18222999
Great roll. Double triples.

I guess that could be a possibility. I might do that eventually. Not sure if Im comfortable about that just yet. Thanks!

>>18223061
Maybe I should. Used to have meetings with a psychologist for my ADHD a while back, they said I should look into therapy. I thought I'd gotten over that stage of my life but looks like theres some left over effects

KYS

>>18223269
Ask her to do taboo shit in bed or something down the line or something. Listen to really weird music or something, read nasty horror erotica, work out more, pursue a martial art or something idk. Just get this into your head now, cheating is horrible. It's taboo because it's pure fucking evil and disgusting and weak in every way possible. It doesn't make you stand out, it sends you to the bottom of society and keeps you there forever, ignored, dehumanised, and hated. Rightly so. If you do it, you're a weak shit person that nobody will ever like or love and you will live a horrible life of inherent loneliness and rejection. You will never be happy if you cheat. You might even kill yourself because of the unbelievable immense weight of the guilt. Whether I got cheated on or not, whether I cheated or not, that's irrelevant. Just read and understand what I said, and keep on reading it if you have to. Don't fuck up what you have and can always have. You can be happy and love this person forever, and she can be happy with you and can love you forever. Don't be a piece of shit cheating slut/whore/whatever shitty term you want to use. Please grow up.