Me last year >follow very specific daily routine >follow

Probably depression.

Read Camus.

and by "eat junk food occasionally" I mean, I rarely eat, but once in a while I will eat some fries or a snack just so I don't die.

I don't even enjoy eating and have lost a ton of weight.

>>18222064

Depression is sadness, this is more like mental anesthesia.

>>18222066

I read The Stranger many years ago. Not a fan but I get the point. My reading of philosophy hasn't really helped my condition.

>>18222069
>Depression is sadness, this is more like mental anesthesia.
That's depression too. Apathy and anhedonia (lack of pleasure in things you once enjoyed) are both symptoms of depression

>>18222071

I was prescribed something for depression (an anti-depressant) and it's doing nothing.

>>18222074
There are different types, and they don't all work the same and don't work for everyone. It could just be that that particular one doesn't affect you.

>>18222069
Then try harder. You need to find meaning in life.
The Stranger merely describes someone in the same situation as you very thoroughly. Now you have to read The Rebel to find meaning. I'd recommend The Myth of Sysiphus but it might be to heavy for you.