The rollercoaster that is my life keeps getting more interesting.

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>>18204205
>my anxiety about my upcoming heart surgery has me in manic moods, going from snot nosed sobbing to laughing my head off at the drop of a hat.
Interesting. I had this AFTER my heart surgery. But I'm a guy so who knows.

As for the solution I feel like what you're going through is perfectly normal. Accept these feelings. Learn to forgive yourself. And if you feel like you don't want threesome you should tell him that. Be honest. You can also tell him the upcoming surgery stresses you and you need more time to think.

>>18204205
what a piece of fucking shit to spring this degeneracy on you while you're going through this

you don't have to accept this, he would most likely flip the fuck out if you suggested a man

i'd say a firm NO. and if he doesn't like it the porn addicted freak can go bang trannies all by his fucking lonesome

>>18204205
Wow. That's fucked.
You could try being honest with him about it all, but maybe you're afraid he won't want to support you. In that case he probably doesn't have much of a spine.

>>18204205
>has me in manic moods, going from snot nosed sobbing to laughing my head off at the drop of a hat.
>it feels like my boyfriend doesn't enjoy my company anymore
I don't think anyone truly enjoys being in the company of someone who appears to be losing their mind

your boyfriend seems to not understand what empathy is
and you trying to be accepting of "adding another lady or shemale to the bedroom" shows you're not exactly right in the head either

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>>18204205
>This morning my bf asked me if I'd like to, Or be ok with adding another lady or shemale to the bedroom.