>be me >somehow have both depression and anxiety >heart

>>18200551
Wew almost same situation but I'm afraid of getting prescriptions.
I self medicate with weed. It's been going okay, still depressed, just don't feel like I wanna die.
It feels like EVERYTHING stresses me out. I've resorted to just being high all day. I don't have a job currently but I do go to cc.
I'm doing good but at the same time I'm stressed about all the hw I have piled up.

>>18200551
>>18200587

>resort to escapism because they are unhappy with their lives
>continue to be shocked when their lives don't change and dive further into escapism in a never ending cycle.

Quit being retards.

>>18200782
lol when did I say I use escapism
Most of the time I'm just frustrated that I'm not doing anything. So I use stimulants like caffeine for the energy.
The frustrating thing is that it's now only 50% of the energy I need to do everything and also causes heart problems because apparently I'm part rabbit.

Usually i get over my stress by realising no matter what i and whoever I'm trying to impress (whether that's teacher, parent, employer, etc) will die someday so you don't need to worry about fucking up our embarrassing yourself.
Not saying suicide but realize what you do isn't forever. Idk if that'll help you but it does help me.

Try to cut these habits of drinking things to get by the day. I know its hard, Im a coffee addict, but I learned to just appreciate it and not rely on it. Start by trying to drink less day by day, it really helps. Im currently unemployed too but I can afford a psychiatrist, meds really help for the first steps, bt the rest is up to you. Keep on looking for jobs, or try to get someone to lend you money to go see a doctor and then get a job. Keep on trying, you can do it. Best of luck