I am schizophrenic and am having what would be called 'delusions'

>>18198355

Okay I'm either being killed today or going in for a stay at the mental hospital.

I will check back throughout the day as long as I'm still around but no guarantees.

As one schzio to another, take up and art, exercise and get the fuck into nature
Camp out in Yosemite or some shit
The modern world doesn't work with our types

>>18198355
woah, man
well, the only way to get rid of those ideas is to take the pills. Maybe think of it this way:
-if you are just deluded, your illness will go away and you will be fine again
-if you are actually right and they are out to get you, then you are powerless anyway. So why would you chose to suffer from waiting for your death, when you can take the pills and forget about it and feel fine?

There are no alternatives to the pills as far as I know (well, maybe psychedelics could help, but they just as well could fuck you up a million times worse)

>>18198385

thanks, I have been jogging recently some

>>18198397

I haven't missed a dose of my medicine yet. I was just going through facebook and couldn't find a single friendly face out of 350 some friends. They're all fucking laughing at me now.

These mind-doctors are messed up. First they tell you to dwell upon your every thought, then when you do, they tell you that your thoughts are a sign of illness. If they had not pushed you into thinking about every random idea that pops into your head, you would just have dismissed the crazy thoughts. They should not suggest that there is substance in these thoughts by asking you to elaborate on them. The good reaction is to say, that is crazy, This way you don't feed the thought and make it into a delusion.
Specific to your situation, if they have now convinced you that this gameshow is a reality, there is little you can do. Try not to dwell on it. Look around you. Where is the proof of it? At this point my advice is to accept that you may die in this unconventional way. That way you don't have to fight the delusion, but nor do you have to live in fear of its consequences. Promise yourself you will deal with it when it comes. Since it will not you are safe anyway. Direct your attention elsewhere, but don't force it. Let your mind play out the scenarios, but realize how impossible they are.

You're not going to be killed.

Please check yourself into a mental health facility.

>>18199287
This is bad adv

>>18199287
dude, you know nothing about therapists/psychiatrists