Hello /adv/ I need help. I'm a child abuse victim and I

Zoning out is actually healthy.

But yes, seek help.

>>18194307
The zoning out has cost me a lot of jobs.

go to a therapist?

>>18194304
Go to a good psychiatrist.
Find a bf/gf turn it into a fetisch so you can control it and later heal from it.
Meditation is a good help for memory problems.

How's your social life?

>>18194448
I tried to have a gf, but I didn't understand the concept. It feels weird when people say nice things about me.

>>18194473
I have a few friends. They try their best to put up with me because they know what I've gone through.

I'm a very negative person because I feel as if I try to enjoy something some one is going to come a long and ruin it for me or tell me its wrong to do so.

>>18194445
I tried that, but in the end after all they said, it comes out as " get over it" in my mind.

>>18195831
Did you tell them that?

>>18195831
To be fair that's literally the point of therapy

>>18195858
Yeah, but in the end it still feels the same way.

>>18195902
Then what's the point of going. Waste of money in the long run.