>lost my virginity at the age of 8 to some boy that was sexually

Turn to Jesus

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>>18175502
You just need some good pro counselling and a really good cry.

There are places that give help to victims of sexual abuse pretty much for free.

You have to find yourself to be content with yourself at the end of the day, and find closure and just be happy.

Thats it man, hope you feel better soon, its better to just dive in then to suffer as time goes on. Look up a vid from "heroic concepts" on youtube, he talks about his experiance with sexual abuse and even though I have't watched the video, he's a solid man with good intentions.

>>18175561
He needs to come to terms with the fact that he wasn't sexually abused in the first place and to not blame that on his porn addiction, instead of on his own lack of self control.

Take control of your own life and change it, op. Yes it is your fault you didn't bang your girlfriends. Don't whine, just change.

>>18175573
Maybe he doesn't want to have sex because of his previous abuse

Maybe it's Maybelline

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>>18175502
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iSjd8U3RbzI

>>18175502
Man, almost everyone I've gotten close to has eventually confided that they went through some sort of fucked up sexual experience when they were young. Get over it. If you can't, talk to a therapist or a monk.

I myself had some weird sexual hangups. Just living life for a while and accumulating experiences, learning to be smarter about shit, especially the way I think about things, made them go away. Now I'll fuck just about anything.

The alcohol's probably your real problem. You're not doomed, just stop drinking for now.