>live in small town >the entire town is just one redneck

>>18175477

The world is a giant place. People have moved and lived and flourished with nothing. This "Its too expensive anywhere else" gripe is horseshit.

The ENTIRE world is too expensive for you to move out of your one small time? Bullshit. You just don't have either the courage or motivation to change your situation.

You can move, you can make friends, you can make money, but all those things require the one thing you seem deadset against mustering; effort. The pity party song and dance is old hat, OP. Either work your fingers to the bone to make it out of your city or shut the fuck up because this is, has been, and always will be completely within your control.

>>18175489
I mean I'd have to be near civilization so I can use public transit and find jobs

I come from a place so poor that 3 bedrooms for 1000 is a lot

>>18175477
You could always try to do a long distance FRIENDship, but I don't guarantee it.

>>18175497
I have people I can talk to online but not using my body for anything is fucking killing me

>>18175511
Woah that statement struck a chord with me. I know the feels man.
I wish you luck and contentment anon. You'll find a way.