Can autism develop or worsen over time? I've become increasingly

>>18173164

no, you are just growing up, not reacting well to shifting social changes and now trying to blame it on a mental illness so you dont have to worry about it anymore.

>>18173164
>Can autism develop or worsen over time?
No, but social anxiety can if you're not conditioning yourself to interact with people. You'll become more awkward and distant with people.

>>18173167

The thing is I've been socializing a lot more than I have in years.

But I feel like I'm acting spergy, like I have this weird stare, or like I'm saying things strange or not like other people.

>>18173173
>But I feel like I'm acting spergy, like I have this weird stare, or like I'm saying things strange or not like other people.
That still sounds like a mix of social anxiety and insecurity. Even if you've been socializing more recently, you still have a long road ahead of you. It may take years of actively putting yourself out there before you stop feeling self conscious.

>>18173164
Bump,

I feel you OP, I actually feel the exact same way, I didn't talk until I was 2 and have always felt like I couldn't properly connect with people. I fear it's becoming worse as well (I'm 21) I find catch myself muttering shit whenever I think about stressful shit and get extreme anxiety whenever I feel stuck in a social situation (especially one where I cannot respond, like a lecture). You aren't alone in this and I hope things turn out well for you. I'll be keeping track of this thread though.