How do I climb out of the "autistic virgin" hole and

Alcoholism

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>>18172940
That just makes me want to kill myself

I also tried weed and it makes me more social but people still see me as below them

>>18172958
For me weed makes me want to kill myself in social situations. Alcohol turns me into the real me. Pretty much whatever gives you the most self confidence. Honestly just working out regularly makes me feel better about myself

>>18172936
Actively try to better yourself every single day. Start with 4chan boards like int, fa, fit, sci, lit to get smarter and better looking. Then move on to subreddits and youtubers that teach you more about social interactions and self improvement. You can do it

>>18172936
Ultimately what I needed was to go to a doctor, get a prescription for depression/anxiety and a referral to a psychologist
It could take a very long time to figure out what works for you and what doses you need to take, but it's what worked for me and I'd suggest sticking it out
Hopefully you'll get enough energy and confidence for just long enough to join a club/sport/school/church/job/volunteer or even just go out to a theater or something

Pro-tip: get a pullup bar, go for a walk, get an instrument, sign up for a khan academy account, go for a drive, do some pushups, read a book... whatever you want to do, as long as you end up doing one small non-computer thing even for just five minutes every other day, you'll start to feel a lot better and you'll get to someplace you can be happy