I think ive developed a revenge complex and any time I get rejected it makes me fall into a deep seeded rage.
I was texting this girl I met off of tinder and everything was going great until she got mad at me for joking too much. She just started sending me one word replies to make me fuck off, so, being the person I am, when she showed disinterest I removed her as a friend from a few social media platforms and kept moving. It made me mad that I seemingly did nothing wrong and now all I want to do is make her feel how I feel. 5 hours or so go by and she calls me to ask why I deleted her and I told her exactly that without all the autistic revenge plot.
Has the years of being rejected made me a shitty person? Why do I take everything to heart?
So its autism? got it
>>18170064
>deep seeded
>seeded
"Seated." The word you're looking for is "seated."
Also, yes, you're being a petty cunt.
>>18170124
I honestly didnt know if it was seeded or seated and seeded made more sense
but how do I stop being a cunt then
>>18170139
Therapy.
>>18170111
defiantly a tard
>>18170064
>Has the years of being rejected made me a shitty person?
Yup.
>Why do I take everything to heart?
To put it simply, you're emotionally weak. You're a member of a generation that never learned to turn to real life, physical people to address their problems. They turn to the internet. They turn to the instant gratification of feeling better through online connections and mindless escapism without ever having to learn anything about themselves. You never learned how to properly process negative feelings when you were a small child so, as logic would dictate, you still have the emotional maturity of a child.
Its not your fault but you most certainly need therapy. The ability to use failure as a learning experience instead of fuel for your vindictive childishness is a very very important tool in adult hood. Therapy can help you with that.
Some people just are not going to like you and that's okay because it's a part of life.
Getting angry about it isn't going to fix anything, so you should work on that first.
Don't listen to these people trying to control your anger and desire for revenge.
Take your time to plan... plan carefully and execute said plan. Put your name in history. Let your anger guide you, submit to it, it's there for you