I'm 21 years old and haven't done anything with my

>>18164056
Kill yourself. Or get a job and start gaining work experience so you can get a better job later and work towards moving out so you can spare your parents the shame of having you live with them.

Might even accidentally make some friends on the way, you never know

>>18164056
>"I am convinced I am the only person alive with it"
wow people thinking autism is unqiue to them

Idk start doing some fucking hobbies and maybe you can even make a living off them. If you really feel like a useless piece of shit go join the police, fbi, military. A dangerous but necessary job will give you meaning.

I'm in the same situation dude! Honestly the one guy was right. Get a hobby!!!! I play softball on thursdays and I'm not like magically better but it's a start! As for school honestly learn a trade! They pay good and usually you only need to get a certificate for a community college.

your situation is not uncommon. It just seems so because everyone else like you is also quiet and alone so here we are all hating ourselves separately. Isolating ourselves from the world and then wondering why we are lonely

Go out and force yourself to be massively uncomfortable by trying new things and it will be horrendous. But if you keep doing it it gets easier. But you have to keep trying. Your life isn't going to get better by continuing to be isolated. You don't even have to stick with the first thing you pick but as long as you are still accomplishing some thing beyond work eat and tv.

Life will always seem unfulfilling and pointless if you do nothing but exist you have to engage with it

Get into weed and video games and within a couple decades something will happen.

>>18164056
Exact same situation that I'm in except I'm now 22.

I'm leaving for BMT next month (Navy) to figure my shit out. Might as well do something productive in the mean time.

I was like you, its definitely possible to pick things up again.

I worked went to uni and failed almost everything in the first 4 years. Most of this was due to low confidence/self esteem, and as soon as things went down hill I gave up.

Next I worked in a shitty job for a while, and seeing the kind of people around me I realised I needed to get the fuck back to uni.

Went to the doctor that year who diagnosed me with ADD, got some meds and changed my mindset. I went back to uni at 23, worked my ass off at this time (it was HARD) and finished my degree by 25.

You can do it bro, I believe in you.

>>18164442
lmfao underrated bost