I'm 18 and have several grand to my name What should I

>>18163104
go to Amsterdam and Bangkok and get plenty of stds.

>>18163104
try xperiencing the feeling of donating every cent you to have to my needy family. my family will truly be grateful and would build a tribute to you

>>18163104

You should try to experience a full life full of meaning. Try to obtain the experience of raising a family or playing a positive role in the life of somebody younger than you. Try to see what it's like to give something to the world.

>>18163139
Done 2/3 things here, it only feels good through the duration of said action. I recommend that you focus on yourself.

>>18163104
you should spend that money on psychiatric help and stop feeling suicidal

You'll quickly find your idealizations don't match with what reality actually is. If you think it's fun, cut that entertainment by 25% then figure out what really matters to you.

>>18163104
You shouldn't feel suicidal. There are literally no people who aren't terminally ill that should commit suicide. If you don't feel good about yourself improve yourself. There are definitely good things about you. You're speaking English on the Internet for one thing and have lots of money.

Either way call the national suicide hotline. It helped me. Life gets better. It's not a silly adage. It's true.