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I´ve reached a point in my existence where I can really decide if I really want to live in this world anymore ;
My studies are ruined because im a lazy fuck , from here I´ll have at least two years of graduation delay , I have zero friends in real life , and the ones who only loves me are my parents and grandparents , which only makes me feel repulsed towards myself , because I don´t deserve it .The problem of "Just kill yourself OP" it´s that I don´t have the guts to do it by myself , everyday I wait to some tragedy happend to me , which doesnt seems to have taken place .
Then , what I should do /adv/ ? I´ve already thought-out return to class , which doesnt seems to work quite well , im really , really lazy to a point that I can´t finish ANYTHING I start .
And no , this is not a simple crisis , crisis doesnt last two or three years .
Ah , and I like to draw too
Which im terrible at it too
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Would you draw furry porn for cash?
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>>18149694
If you kill yourself it will ruin the lives of your parents and grandparents
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>>18149694
Drop out and get a job. You're just going to be wasting either your or the state's money for nothing. As lobby as you won't kill yourself, get a job and take care of yourself
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>>18149734
OP said he's terrible at drawing, the market is over-saturated as is is so he'll get nothing out of it but shame
OP needs to man the fuck up and just work hard at what he has
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>>18149694
Life can suck sometimes. The world is a crazy, fucked up rock that rotates around a giant fireball, but its also where began for all of us. As to your problem, if you compare our situation to a few generations back you can see we are all better off than they were. The fact is that all that was toiled over generations ago and much of it is what we have built up to get where we are today. Did these pioneers of yesteryear do what they did based upon fleeting desires or was it of sheer necessity ? More often then not, it was the latter(starvation/poverty) that drove most. Which brings me to my point, if you really are looking to bring about a renewed vigor to lifes passions, you will need to step out of your comfort zones and push boundaries that you formally relegated to yourself. If you cannot do so based on passion/necessity , then you may need to find a temperary goal so you can iron out a real necessity at another point. If you can hunger for something then you can make it a reality in most contexts. Whichever walk of life the winds take you is a mystery as of now, but i wish you luck.
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