Sad guy post #96234 Yeah, it's one those. I don't

no worries man. life is a joke. it short and you can do whatever you want, use your brain, dont be lazy and just live

Your forefathers didn't die in wars so you could sit at home and be depressed. Take control of your life and grow a spine, man.

>>18141352
I never asked my forefathers to have children which would have children which would have me

Maybe if they thought ahead I wouldn't be in this mess

Like I said, the problem is not that I don't think I can reach my dreams, it's that they are impossible in the purest sense. No amount of going outside and talking to people will ever fix it

>>18141363
is it relaxing when you get a belly rub? do you like getting bwlly rubs? then go out, and work for belly rubs. just chill man. All you can do is relax. you dont have a choice

>>18141414
I don't get any human contact at all

I grew up without a father and mother was working with a few years of me living with aunt

I don't have a good understanding of my emotions. I don't know what I want either


I am relaxed, in a way. A way that says "there's hope but don't count on it". Maybe it will get better, but from my current perspective it can't and if it does get better, then it wont be me anymore

Frankly, im not sure if I want to get better if it means being something else

>>18141422
Surprise, surprise. Someone that didn't have a male role model in their childhood finds himself depressed. It's low testosterone, my man. You gotta work on that.

>>18141447
I am exercising every day, atleast I try to
I'm not lifting mountains but i don't have any rolls of fat or heavy breathing either.

The problem is that I have no interests, I have nothing to talk to people about, no hobbies, no nothing besides sitting in my head


You know how they say that you can be ugly but still get friends/gf as long as you're funny or interesting, well it turns out im deeper in shit than they are

I don't think more testosterone is going to magically fix me on the inside