I don't really have any easy and painless means of suicide

Dude don't do that it'll haunt the cop forever that he killed some kid and it'll be even worse for him when they figure out it was a fake gun just jump off a building or hang yourself

Dude, just take a credit if you can, if not, hitchhike your way to some place you always wanted to go, burn your passport and anything else that would give away your identity, blow away all your money, fuck hookers, do drugs, whatever, you'll die somewhere along the way and no one will know who you were, you might even become an urban legend.
At least have some fun if you're gonna kill yourself.

Take out a loan or something, buy a gun and do it there. Otherwise, go to a gun range and do it there.

>>18140804

It;s called suicide-by-cop and it is one of the most selfish and cruel ways to do it.

>>18140804
Can i ask you what is so wrong with you that you chose such solution?

>>18140804
>Police are trained to kill with the first shot right
Kek, no. Watch some of the videos where people suicide by cop. They warn you, shoot you once or twice, and continue to say they will shoot you more if you don't drop your weapon/show your hands and surrender.