>I break up with 1 year girlfriend last Tuesday for cancelling

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>I break up with 1 year girlfriend last Tuesday for cancelling on me
>like 6th or 7th time we broke up since October, never for more than a day
>she begs me back hard
>that same day later I said mean shit to her like I'm moving on, I'm made a tinder account and already talked to girls
>I regret talking to other girls and everything quickly, tell her we need to talk and tell her what I did and how I regret it
>tells me she is going to bed because she has a test in the morning and we will talk tomorrow night, never lies to me so I don't question it
>turns out she was on Facetime with a guy known to use girls until 2am that night taking about us and everything
>while I was I was calling her, the guy told her to not answer and she listened when I was trying to fix us
>next day meet up and it's pretty emotional, says she loves me and doesn't want to let go and everything, she probably talked to the guy that night because the night ended bad
>we get back together 2 days after I ended up begging her back because she became distant, likely because she has a backup guy even though she says he was just a distraction
>she didn't tell me about this guy when we got back together even though I asked her if she talked to any guys or did anything
>she dumps me 4 days later and storms off leaving my house, cursing at me and everything
>that guy asks her to hang out the next day and she says no
>she initiates contact back with me
>says she wants to start slow together and needs time and space
>we start getting back together slowly
>yesterday she finally told me she talked to a guy so quickly and lied about going to bed that night


Is what she did ok? Did we both fuck up? I feel emotionally cheated on. I know her whereabouts 24/7 so I know she didn't meet him or anything. She said they didn't exchange sexts and she didn't dirty talk to him or anything. I just have to believe her because she's been nothing but honest to me until now.

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