Got home from work 5 hours ago and all I've done is sit in my chair. I feel so retardedly depressed, I can't muster the strength to get to the kitchen and make myself food. I just don't want to move a muscle right now, I don't even want to breathe.
What do? Anyone else know this feel?
>Anyone know this feel?
Oh yeah. I work 8,5hrs days at a call center being part of the service department of a health insurance company. Ideal average holding time is ~6.5 minutes. Sometimes I'm too tired to eat, too tired to blink.
Fix yourself up a hot water bottle, make yourself tea. Order food. It works better if you allow yourself a day to lean back than to push yourself on and on past your breaking points. Try to treat yourself to something nice, masturbate as often as you can manage. Try to feel that you're alive. Maybe take a hot shower (or bath, if you can) or read something in a good novel.
Good luck.
"sleep"
yeah ive been there, but i make music outside of my job and i take that more seriously than my job even though it makes me nowhere near as much money
usually though when i get in that depressive dont give a fuck mood its on a day off when i havent been productive and i get in my own head about how worthless and stupid i am
>>18130844
Thanks for the reply bud, I can't really do all that stuff though since I gotta go to sleep in a couple hours then it's work all over again.
>masturbate as often as you can manage
This one made me chuckle a bit. I feel like absolute shit. I can't get a boner in this state of mind, hardly actually orgasm.
>>18130852
>and i get in my own head about how worthless and stupid i am
That's really the problem. When I first got home I felt fine. Gradually got worse as I just sat here.
Reminder that finding a gf will only make this much worse.
>>18130885
>finding a gf
Why do you people have to bring gfs into everything.
>>18130913
find, get a house maid then who will cook you food n shit.
>>18130833
OP I'm in the same situation as you... except I never had a job and I just sit on my chair for the whole day :^)
It's called a depressive stupor, and unfortunately I know what it's like.
Have you felt this way long? Is this the first time you've felt like this? Did something happen at work that made you feel worse than normal?