Who else
>unending incoherent rage
while in the privacy of their own home? I literally shout at 2 am about shit that happened to me almost 4 years ago. While I agree this is some form of mental illness or turrets, I cannot help but wonder if other anons also experience this.
tl;dr i mad; u mad 2?
>>18129565
I feel mad often, not that serious, O just deliberately watch stuff I despise on yt or tv, like big bang theory and those compilation videos of 'new exciting technology' and kickstarter projects, it fills me with rage but I cant stop doing it
>>18129629
>big bang theory
Why would you do that to yourself
>>18129640
I think I like feeling angry deep down, the worst is actually the tech and food gadgets compilations, every time I hear someone talk about the 'new way to drink water' or 'the new way to walk your dog' and its just a cup or a leash with some retarded app integrated in it my blood boils
I get that too
I used to smash shit in bouts of rage over nothing, I broke about 4 phones, countless mice, keyboards, computer screen, wall, my body, etc
It's not as bad anymore, I've had my current phone for almost two years and I've only thrown it once, whenever I get angry now I just clench my fists and try to think about nothing for 30 seconds
Thankfully I never physically lashed out at othet people though (I'm a weakling anyway lmeo)
>>18129651
Holy shit this is hilarious
>ITT Oppositional Defiant Disorder
>>18129672
>contemplate calling you a nigger
>realize you'd just be a smug count either way if I didn't
You nigger
I'm calm for the most part but the least little thing just sets me off. I have so much rage built up inside and sometimes it just seeps out.
I sometimes get real mad too. Nothing physical but I still wish the feeling was so strong.
>>18129685
Still anon, look it up, it's a real disorder
Anger can be depression as much as sadness or emptiness can be. You wouldn't let a festering wound go untreated, don't do the same for mental afflictions
I've got into a drunken rage yesterday night because someone recently installed a fence in the back garden of my student dorm, preventing us to access a place with a splendid view for no reason.
Even though I'm skinny as fuck, I still managed to tear down the door of the fence by kicking it, and then I've got there and ranted loudly for 3 hours about why I think this was a shitty idea to install it and why it's a symptomatic thing of the shitty society we live in where no fun is allowed and there is no trust between people, and why I'm tired of the NEET life I have right now, the lack of opportunities to do something else and the absence of people can confide my worries to. All of that a few meters away from the student rooms of my building.
I feel like shit right now and I don't think I will be able to face my neighbors for a while. I still think I was kinda right tbf, but my reaction was just way too disproportionate, and I want to travel somewhere else now to forget all this and do something interesting in my life for once. I also need to stop drinking as much as I do right now desu.
>>18129629
>>18129565
You can get addicted to emotions such as rage and hatred. And you can actually enjoy sabotaging yourself on purpose to align your what's happening with your own self-hatred.
We're capable of some pretty fucked up issues.
Y'all niggas needs nihilism
>nothing matters, therefore nothing to get mad about
I mad. Sometimes it's bad enough I mutter ton myself when my family is around.
Whenever I play certain video games and lose, and I'm home alone, my rage flies off the fucking handle. I start screaming and muttering obscenities to myself, sometimes throw the controller etc. I know my neighbors think I'm insane because they act like they're scared of me. I really don't blame them.
At all other times, in almost any other situation in my life, I'm a well-adjusted, emotionally stable and agreeable guy. It's just when I'm losing in rocket league or something, I literally can't control the seething rage that boils up inside of me unless there is another human around me - I would be way too embarrassed to let anyone actually see me in that state.
It's basically for this reason that I don't ever play competetive video games and just stick to RPGs or strategy games